Hyperactive Dreamer

  • The Day I Found My Song

    April 15th, 2021

    Last sunday was a pretty crazy day.

    I had insomnia, which is not uncommon for me – I like to blame my genetics: I remember waking up in the middle of the night and quietly opening my door to peak out and watch the movie my dad was always watching – but honestly, I think, just like my father, I simply had something more exciting to do then sleeping.

    So, at 3:00AM I finally gave up trying to go back to sleep and just got up. I made coffee – COFFEE! Like I’m sure you’d end up realizing sooner or later: I’m addicted to coffee – did some stretching to wake ma bodee and sat in front of my computer. When I got tired of banging my head against coding problems it was around 5:40.

    Perfect! The rest of the world is awake. I can go outside.

    Well… the rest of the world was a little lazy on that beautiful sunday because when I got to the beach there wasn’t anyone there. Not a single soul.

    It was the most peace and silence I’ve felt in a long time.

    The sun was struggling to make its light shine from behind the mountain and the clouds were bright pink.

    I took a deep breath.

    And then I started running.

    I had not planned to run. I was wearing pajama shorts and my grandpa’s oversized Clemson sweatshirt. But I ran anyway.

    After a couple of minutes I started to play some random new music on my phone.

    And then this one song begins to play. And wholly shirtballs, it was perfect. It’s like he wrote that song for me, the me at that exact moment. All my thoughts and worries – “am I going to regret waking up so early?”, “did I use this time well?”, “what the hell am I doing with my life?” – it was all answered by that song.

    The few souls that saw me at the beach that day probably had a good laugh at the sight of a messy looking teenager, dancing and skipping as she runs like a little kid.

    The song is called I’m born to run, and here are the best little snippets:

    I’m born to run down rocky cliffs
    Give me grace, bury my sins
    Shattered glass and black holes
    Can’t hold me back from where I need to go

    This part really hit close to home, this last year has had some really awesome moments but it also had some dark phases. But it’s okay, that’s in the past, I’m running.

    I’m gonna spend my time like tomorrow won’t come
    Do whatever I want like I’m born to run
    I wanna see Paris, I wanna see Tokyo
    I wanna be careless even if I break my bones

    I’ve been saying for a long time “I want to do ____. I’ll do it when _____ happens”.

    I want to work, I’ll do it when I’m 18.

    I want to study, I’ll do it when I get to college.

    I want to travel, I’ll do it when covid goes away.

    But then what is left to do today? Why am I putting my life on hold?

    Yes, I’m gonna do all those things and I can’t wait, but now? I still have to live, and I am: I’m running.

    My body moves, it’s speaking loud
    Don’t have to say what I’m thinking now
    All these things I’ve seen and done
    I live my life like I’m born to run

    I don’t own anyone an explanation for what I do. I don’t need anyone’s permission. I have a voice. I have stories. I might not be the most qualified, the most experienced, the best at everything, but I’ve seen and done so much already.

    Needless to say Sunday was a great day. I got this energy and drive that has been with me ever since.

    I’m still running. I started this blog. I let life know that I’m ready and opportunities I’ve been looking for have started to show up.

    Maybe they were there all along and I was just too focused on the distant future to see what was right in front of me.

    How about you? What are you putting on hold? What are you waiting for? Go run.

  • I saved a fish! I think…

    April 14th, 2021

    This is a story that actually happened a few weeks ago but I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it, trying to figure out: am I a hero or a murderer?

    It was a beautiful late afternoon, I was riding my bike on the beach with my friend Laurinha.

    We’re talking and gossiping when I suddenly scream “LOOK! A FISH!”.

    Laurinha almost falls off her bike (it wouldn’t be the first time I make her fall), we stop and walk over to a fish about the size of my hand, flapping desperately, trying to get back to the water.

    I look at Laurinha. When I see the scared and doubtful look on her face I realize: I’ve been the one elected to save the fish.

    Already feeling the weight of the superhero cape on my back, I carefully pick up the poor little guy and prepare myself to throw it carefully in the water.

    As soon as it leaves my hand my brain screams “Shit!” and I’m immediately reminded of my old handball teacher who would scream at me “THIS IS NOT VOLLEYBALL! THROW THAT BALL STRAIGHT!”. The poor fish went 6 ft up in the sky before splashing into the water.

    When she was finally able to stop laughing at my demise, Laurinha tried to make me feel better by saying that I “at least gave him a better death”. Great. That’s exactly the hero you’d want around right?

    So, here’s the big question. Did that fish die? Was the impact enough to kill it?

    I wasn’t going to jump in the water and go all “Finding Nemo” so I settled for the next best thing to ease my consciousness: physics!

    It’s funny how a silly question can lead to interesting discoveries, here’s what I think might interest you from all the research I did.

    So, before talking about fish, why do people die when they hit the water?

    You’ve probably heard someone say that falling into the sea from high distances is the same as crashing into plain concrete. But why is this?

    The problem itself is not the water, but actually the falling person! It’s not the water that turns solid, but actually the person that turns “liquid”. Crazy right?

    There’s a certain amount of energy that is required to “keep things together” or “pull things apart”, this energy is called “binding energy”. In a free-fall, the body’s kinetic energy is higher than its binding energy (if going at a fast enough speed) and the same behaves like a fluid.

    Thus, at high-velocities you have a crash between a “liquid” (the person) and a “liquid” (the water), which would be the same as a crash between a solid and a solid.

    But how fast does one need to be going?

    There is something in the field of Physics called “Terminal Velocity.” By definition, that would be the maximum velocity that something can achieve during a free-fall. When reaching terminal velocity, chances are that the human being – and any other organism – who fell in the water is dead.

    It’s estimated that it takes about 10-14 seconds of free-fall for a person to achieve 99% of its terminal velocity, which would be in the range of 117 to 125 mph. That would be equivalent to a fall of about 1800-1900 feet!

    Now, let’s talk fish…

    There was a research done in 1972, by Bell and DeLacey. They actually found the terminal velocities of different sized fish by throwing them in the water from a helicopter:

    • Fishes 4-5 inches had a terminal velocity of ~36 mph after a drop of 100 feet.
    • Fishes in the range of 23 inches had terminal velocities of ~130 mph.
    • The survival of fish in the range of 6-7 inches was in the 98% range for drops of 100-300 feet.

    The verdict

    Considering that the fish (I’m gonna call him Bob because I’m tired of saying fish) I encountered was around 6 inches, it’s terminal velocity was much lower than larger fish (good news for little Bob!). In the Physics language, lower velocity = lower kinetic energy; thus, binding energy of the fish is higher than its kinetic energy and its body behaves like a proper solid. A solid crashing on a liquid = survival. :

    And, as indicated in (3), the survival rate for fish in the range of 6-7 inches, which have a slighter bigger terminal velocity, is a whooping 98% for drops of 100-300 feet!

    I consider myself a pretty strong girl and I do get confused by the whole feet x meters shenanigan, but I believe it’s safe to say I did not throw Bob 100 feet in the air.

    Therefore, I hereby proclaim, by the powers invested in me by the laws of physics and common sense, that I, Luisa, am a fish-hero!
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